Friday, April 30, 2010

Feels good to be back at home!


Back home at the Apostolic Church of God....Story Coming Soon.....

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

What im listening to now: Airplanes By B.O.B ft Hayley Williams







Yeah.... We're a process..


I am a process. You are a process. We are a process. Each of us is perpetually ‘becoming’. There is no "natural" end. What doesn’t grow is dead.

Perfection is illusory, yet I strive to manifest it in the most possible way by simply being better. Sometimes, I fail. Sometimes, I succeed. Some lessons take a while to truly get and some changes take longer to implement than desired. Everything in its course as everything happens in its own time. Knowing that, however, shouldn’t negate exercising effort.
I’m not who I was and at some point, I won’t be who I am now. The term “growing pains” is appropriate for so many phases in life, if not the sum of it. Growth–change–can hurt. Does hurt.

You are a process, always becoming who you will be. People will try to confine you to who you were or who they’d like you to be, but “I” is beyond definition because ”I” is not static. You are transforming regularly. You change your ideas, modify your behavior, set different goals and declare new resolutions. Who you have been and who you are now is not who you will be. Evolve. You are a process. So is everybody else.

Living, Learning lessons.Remember that.




Thanks God








Saturday, April 3, 2010

Everything is.... GOOD


A couple months ago, i remember comnig home every day, and write on this thing talking about how my life was going... wasnt looking to bright.. But nowadays i just cant do that. Everything is good. After the few hours i spent on the UIC camous yesterday, i realized that that is where i need to be,lol... Not only for the girls, but the support system already in place is great to have. Thanks Arika, i wouldnt have gotten in without you.Literally!..

This break was extremely mediocre.. But friday definately changed that, the highlight of the break.. Now its time to buckle down, and get back to work.. Pull all those Fs up. lol. Never played basketball in the hood at 4 in the morning,a definate first. It cant be the last though! It was a good day.. Ive realized that the best days, tend to run over into the next, and i dont find myself laying my head down to sleep until i would normally be waking up. But im not complaining... Im loving my life, and the people in it. My sentence is almost up at Kenwood... LOng time coming.. Feels pretty good, life is good!

"Eventually we all have to look at our lives and figure out whats real and whats not. What is just "here", and whats always going to be there. "

This is real. I know who's real. I know who is just here/ passing by.. And i know who is always going to be there!